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I've been saying that my book is a metaphor for
ascension. So what is ascension? It is a
spiritual evolutionary process that is happening
now worldwide. Ascension is also misunderstood.
A lot of people assume that it's about leaving
the Earth and getting into Heaven. Well, it's
actually just the opposite. We are bringing
Heaven down into our physical bodies and the
Earth. We are trying to get out soul/spirit more
and more in here. Eventually we will be fully
conscious, with no reference to the past or
future. That means we have to learn to live
exclusively in the NOW.
Now I realize a lot of people would say, "well,
I'm here now." I would suggest to them that yes,
you are here physically. However, if your mind
isn't here, then you're really not here. If your
mind is somewhere in the past reliving some
trauma, or worrying about what might happen in
the future, then you're not really here. So this
means you need to be almost completely
thought-free.
A lot of people would say "that's impossible" or
"everybody thinks" or "I can't stop thinking."
That's what I would've said a little over 2
years ago. I've been on the ascension path since
1989, but didn't realize what I was really going
through until 2003. Then for 5 years I struggled
with the meaning of ascension. I would write to
my spiritual teacher Zakairan and ask him
thousands of questions about how and when
ascension will happen. Then 2 years ago I
finally came to the realization of what
ascension really is.
The realization popped into my head one day when
I remembered reading that we're supposed to
eventually evolve into fully conscious beings
with no reference to past or future. I didn't
understand it before. Then it hit me what it
meant and the implications of it. I knew then
what I needed to do to get to the next level of
my ascension journey. I had to stop thinking
altogether and live in the NOW in my mind. So I
immediately started listening to the sounds
around me with all my attention. When you do
this the sounds in your head go away. Most of
the time even when people are listening they
really aren't listening. They hear but don't
hear. When you put all your focus on whatever
sounds are around you, it's impossible to think
at the same time.
I realized that I'd been constantly lost in
thought, living in an almost constant state of
anxiety or anger. So as I started focusing on
listening, I also brought my attention to the
top of my head by tensing the muscles there.
This I believe activates the pineal gland which
has layed dormant in mankind for thousands of
years. I feel a pressure at the top of my head
when I do this. Of course my mind was so
conditioned to thinking that it took about 3
days of vigilant practice to get to a state of
no-mind. I was already starting to feel a little
more relaxed after doing this for a few hours
but after 3 days I got to a state of mind that I
never knew before in this lifetime. I saw the
world now through a different set of eyes. My
whole perception of reality was forever changed.
I realized that my thoughts had literally
created a false identity that I thought was
really me. I had read about the false ego
before, but now I understood what it meant to be
free of it. I also understood the damage my ego
had done up until that point in my life. Now I
felt completely at peace. Life felt easy and
effortless. I could feel my body ascending,
getting lighter. I felt like I could literally
float away. I also noticed the people around me
were calmer and gentler, when previously some
people would seem agitated, angry, or depressed.
I realized that the people around me were
reflecting my own unbalanced state of mind.
So I stayed in this ascended state for about a
week and then my mind started working again. I
had expected to stay in that state forever, but
I realize now that that's not how ascension
works. It goes in phases. Eventually we will be
in that state permanently, but it's a process
getting there. As we progress along our
ascension paths, we have to realize all the
things that are keeping us out of this state of
no-mind. We need to let go of our attachments to
things that stimulate our egos. The things that
invoke our judgements and false perceptions.
So I am currently at the phase of the ascension
process where I find myself moving away from
things. Anything based in duality. Things that
used to interest me are waning away. I had to
leave my job last year too because I knew I
didn't fit into that world anymore. It became a
toxic environment, and I felt like I was rotting
away there. Being there literally felt like
death. That's because I had energetically
already left, but I needed to be kicked out by
lower vibrating energies to finally make the
decision to physically leave, otherwise I
might've stuck it out there.
That's how this phase of ascension works. Some
people will have to leave jobs or toxic
relationships behind and this could be painful,
but it must be done so we can be free to move
on. That's when we discover what our divine work
is on this planet. Once you remove some of these
negative blockages, you can see more clearly
what you're meant to do.
So fellow starseeds, I wish you all the best of
luck discovering your individual ascension
missions as you go within and discover your true
selves. One piece of advice I can give you
besides keeping your mind clear is to look for
signs. Sometimes signs pop up out of nowhere.
Like, you might be driving and the car in front
of you has a license plate or bumper sticker
that says something meaningful to you at that
moment. Something on a billboard as you drive
by, or even reading people's t-shirts. I
remember at work after I discovered the
ascension secret, people would come up to my
demo and their t-shirt would say something
profound for me in that moment.
Sometimes numbers have significant meaning too.
Everyone talks about 11:11 or 12:12. I've heard
that if you look at the clock and it's 11:11,
whatever you were thinking about before that is
very important. I've read that if you keep
seeing 1's and 2's that means your soul plan is
coming to fruition. Last year before I left my
job I kept seeing 1212 everywhere. It was
12:12pm when I left for work, I drove by a house
and the address was 1212, the number of my check
when I paid the dentist was 1212.
Then ever since I left my job last year, I keep
seeing the number 17. It keeps popping up
everywhere. I looked it up and it could mean the
union of soul and matter. This I instinctively
know will be the next phase of my ascension
journey.
One thing though, these signs show up when
you're not looking and expecting to see a sign.
Just let go and trust, and when you least expect
it you'll see something that has a profound
meaning for you.
So that is my definition of the ascension
process, and I feel it is my mission here to
share what I know with the children of the New
Earth. That's why I wrote Robbie the Butterfly.
The caterpillar world in my story is a metaphor
for 3D Earth. A lot of children being born in
these times are advanced souls from higher
dimensions or advanced civilizations on other
planets. I'm going to discuss this more further
on in this tour. About what starseeds/lightworkers
are, and why we choose to incarnate at these
times. I'll also discuss more of the hidden
metaphors of my book.
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